The Neediness Syndrome

I spent time looking for a niche that I can serve to solve my problem, to satisfy my needs.

The longer I have this ‘neediness’ , the more I became frustrated.

The more I become frustated, the more I become irrational in my decisions.

I am dumb.

I am totally not aware that I am doing it the wrong way.

I am self-centered. Selfish to my needs.

It’s the other way around what my mentor told me,

"If you help other succeed, you are helping yourself to succeed."

It’s about them. It’s not about me, for now.

So how do I manage my ‘neediness’.

Be patient.

As what Ben Settle considers “the one all-in important trait (that is mandatory if you want to be a charismatic and influential Villain).”

Let’s see.